Saturday, August 13, 2011

The Waiting Game

I was told it would take 10 business days before I was given the results of my biopsy. For the first two days my mind was fine as it concentrated more on the healing of where I was permanently inked. I was still sore from the procedure and decided Ibuprofen was my friend.

After to days the "googles" started setting in and I looked up the difference between fibrocystic disease and breast cancer.

Symptoms of Fibrocystic Breast Disease

  • swollen and/or tender breasts
  • possibility of one or more lumps
  • pain level from minor to severe 
ok I have all of these symptoms...but what about that cancer word...

Signs and symptoms of breast cancer may include:
  • A breast lump or thickening that feels different from the surrounding tissue
  • Bloody discharge from the nipple
  • Change in the size or shape of a breast
  • Changes to the skin over the breast, such as dimpling
  • Inverted nipple
  • Peeling, scaling or flaking of the nipple or breast skin
  • Redness or pitting of the skin over your breast, like the skin of an orange
and whew...I have only one of these, a lump. Plus my family has no history of this type of cancer. Ok breathe. How many more days of this do I have to wait? Seriously by the time my results are going to be in I am going to be a basket case where the ibprohen isn't going to cut it.




2 comments:

  1. Hi jjs, I've just been reading your blog from the beginning in case you are wondering why I'm commenting so late! This is EXACTLY what I thought about my lump too! I was convinced it was fibrocystic as I too had no history. Its just interesting reading this and remembering exactly how I felt!

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    1. I think it is easier to believe the known than the unknown. I am thankful I am finally at the end of my treatment, it amazes me how many of "us" there are. Hope all is well!
      Jenn

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